Sad happenings.

Recently, really happened quite a lot bah. I was deeply affected. I never thought this would ever happen to me in my life, but it just happened. It happened once last time when I was young, but I was strong enough to overcome it and was never affected at all. I always thought I can defend myself in such stuffs, but what I realised now was how weak I was. I really don't know what to do. Nobody was there for me, and no one knows how afraid I was. It just happened so suddenly and when I started calling him, it became pointless. So many unanswered calls. What if the extreme happened? Will it be too late? What's the point of calling the police? When will they come?



I was greatly affected, and I can't even study my prelims. Even it just happened a few days ago, and tomorrow is my last paper, and I cant even absorb a single chapter. I know I should be studying like shyt now, but I just can't study bah. I try to feel normal when I'm outside bah. But I just cant stop thinking of it.



I was touched by people who know what happened and asked me how I was. Greatly appreciated. Hubby and his friends and some people who know this matter. Thanks alot.



Just a note to Hubby. Dont be harsh and asked for a fight bah. I dowan u to regret. I know I was affected and somehow didnt feel like talking to anyone including u, but I still try my best not to think of it and treat everything normal. Hopefully I will recover from it bah. thanks for ur concern.


I hope I will be fine. Just don't feel like talking about those now. I want to take revenge.